I can't say I am not a little saddened or disappointed, but I am so glad I got to know that aspect of who you are in addition to your tweets and your writing. And it is really exciting to hear that opportunities are opening up such that you don't need the money from sex work to continue doing the many other amaZing things you love. I hope that everyone finds that opportunity, and that we can finally find a way to make that happen for more people through UBI or some other idea. You are endlessly fascinating and stimulating in every way, and I will do my best to try to help get your ideas and writing in front of influencers.
I'm curious- how did it affect your ego? Does it bother you to have people judge you in that way? And I'm so amazed at how comfortable you can be being filmed in that state.
Put it this way- I couldn't do it just because I hate the way I look in pictures and my voice annoys the shit out of me.
I found people wayyyy less judgmental than I expected and way less judgmental of me than I am. I’d say it was an on-net ego boost. However, I never fully got over having a hard time looking at myself. And it wasn’t even because I was naked. Just like the self-evaluation is rough. I don’t post to instagram anymore either. I think honestly it’s a phase. Like I’m done with my appearance right now but later I’ll get back into posting photos of myself.
I thought one of the sexiest things about your OF was your voice. Not that the rest wasn't great. As to my own adultery, I found it made more sense to keep some of my adventures completely private from anyone. I never lied to a prospective partner about being married though. YMMV.
I can't say I am not a little saddened or disappointed, but I am so glad I got to know that aspect of who you are in addition to your tweets and your writing. And it is really exciting to hear that opportunities are opening up such that you don't need the money from sex work to continue doing the many other amaZing things you love. I hope that everyone finds that opportunity, and that we can finally find a way to make that happen for more people through UBI or some other idea. You are endlessly fascinating and stimulating in every way, and I will do my best to try to help get your ideas and writing in front of influencers.
🥹🥹🥹 thank you
I'm curious- how did it affect your ego? Does it bother you to have people judge you in that way? And I'm so amazed at how comfortable you can be being filmed in that state.
Put it this way- I couldn't do it just because I hate the way I look in pictures and my voice annoys the shit out of me.
I found people wayyyy less judgmental than I expected and way less judgmental of me than I am. I’d say it was an on-net ego boost. However, I never fully got over having a hard time looking at myself. And it wasn’t even because I was naked. Just like the self-evaluation is rough. I don’t post to instagram anymore either. I think honestly it’s a phase. Like I’m done with my appearance right now but later I’ll get back into posting photos of myself.
Lol I totally feel this. I don’t post to IG anymore either, and a bunch of my friends are the same way. I really wonder if it’s a phase.
I thought one of the sexiest things about your OF was your voice. Not that the rest wasn't great. As to my own adultery, I found it made more sense to keep some of my adventures completely private from anyone. I never lied to a prospective partner about being married though. YMMV.
Well I'm sorry to hear that and am honored to have helped you out as well as to see your uninhibited side.
I'm happy to continue to read your content on substack though. And I understand your reasons for stopping.